All nighter? Naw....

I have about 30min left, and while I could ramble on about my day, I don't really remember anything that happened before 2:30. Pretty sure it was an A day, i remember sleeping in Brewer's. Other then that, its all gone.

Afterwards I was 'kidnapped', and 'forced' to play Street Fighter all day. Fun fun.

Got home, my mom was pretty pissed that I was about to leave with out telling her (She was asleep, I don't like being woken up, I assume the same for everybody.) So decided to stay home. My dad was pretty relaxed about it. I think he likes the fact that I'm getting out of the house. Even if it is to play video games, the reason he doesn't want me at home. *sigh*

Looks like FIG (Friendswood is great)fest is cancelled for tomorrow. Which saddens me, cause now I have no reason to stay up all night and be really tired when I help, with nothing but coffee by my side.

I've noticed that everyone else mentions names, and they have direct remarks towards everyone else. I think I've done this once. And it was in parenthesis, so I don't think that counts. Though I could be wrong, but I'm too lazy to look through my old posts. Fuck that.

Theirs alot of things I could rant about. But I just don't want to. I don't want people to know my problems. I want to help other people with theirs. Because my 'problems' all seem so silly and trivial compared to other people's. I think I've touched on this subject before. So I'll try not to talk too much about it.

I wan't to play WoW. But my laptop is somewhere downstairs, and this comp is too much a POS to handle it. It almost died when I brought up firefox that had 10 tabs in it. Pussy.

I'm cursing alot right now. I try not to lately. I also try not to make fun of others. I've found it really unpleasent lately, so I wont return the favor. Instead, I'll give a weird look, maybe say something else, just say 'i hate you', or something else. I've just found blagerant mocking to no longer be fun. It makes someone else feel like shit, and they'll only want to send it back. And thats no fun.

I've noticed that most of what gets picked and talked about in these bloggs is what we actually would say to each other. For instance, if right now I were to go off on a random bash on Jason or Kyle, thats what would be talked about. But if the rest of the post were to touch the subject of world peace or the cure for cancer, not a word would be spoken. In comments maybe, but never in person. I think the best example of this is that, what I typed about my mom will probably be talked about, and made fun of. That last sentence as well, a very liable attack. But the above paragraph, along with most of the contents of this one, will never be brought up. No one wants to talk about it. No one wants to see the fine lines. I'm not sure if this is good or bad.

Then again, maybe that last paragraph was just too much of a wall of text to be taken 'seriously'. I don't do this as a joke, I'm not out for attention towards myself. I've concluded that probably the only one who takes this as seriously as I do is also the only one who reads the entirety of my blogg, being Jason. Which is almost demeaning. Almost.

Tomorrow will be my "Me and Kyle fighting in Western theme/steampunk theme". I'm going to see if I can get both up, if not more. Like a space theme or something.... maybe even an underwater fight scene. We'll see how this plays out.

I think I've done enough damage for the day.